MY LIFE, MY WAY, AND MY STORY

It has been a while since my last visit here. I still save some drafts of my posts that I would like to share but I think I need more time to complete the writing. I also recently got vaccinated against COVID19 and now my left arm is sore. Hence, I decided to write this light post instead.  Well, hi! I guess? How are you doing? I hope those who are reading my post now are doing good. If not, I hope you will soon find your tune.  A lot of events happened in the past 3 months, from March to June. I even was able to lose some weight off (yay!). After that, I had my hemorrhoid back and it was my breaking point since I had had the procedure to remove it. But yeah, sometimes, you have to admit that you contribute to worsening your own health, have not you? However, I am 100% good now. I managed to recover and it was the longest period of recovering from a hemorrhoid I have ever gone through! I wish I never have that back again. Hopefully. Currently, I am working my ass off on my mas...

halo! it has been a long time I did not write here. yep, my hands were full of books as I had my final exams last week. it was tough, yet I made it. what a relief! anyway, how are you? I hope you are doing great! 2020 was a crazy year, was not it? and, 2021 probably gonna be challenging too. but, at least, we are prepared and have learned so much from the past year. I wish. [source: personal documentation] ah yeah. the moment I am writing this, the winter is slowly saying goodbye. the spring starts to warmly welcome us. I enjoyed the winter so much like a kid. did not care what people say. just experienced this rare weather to the fullest! I am a "tropical girl", what did you expect when I saw the snow?  in 2019, we did not have winter that much. a lack of snow and pretty warm. however, this year was totally different. my friends and I even were able to sled, made several snowmen, threw the snow at each other, even hiked to the mountain to see the frozen lake, called Morskie ...

Hari ini langit diatasku berwarna biru muda Matahari pun bersinar cerah, walaupun masih malu-malu bersembunyi di balik awan Suasana membuat hati jauh lebih hangat Seakan tiada beban yang berarti di pundak ini Sayangnya, orang lain tidak bernasib sama Langit di atasnya berwarna kelabu Muram, sendu, namun tidak syahdu Rintik hujan pun menemani perasaan rindu Rindu akan seseorang yang tidak akan kembali  Karena telah dipanggil oleh Sang Ilahi Mencoba menata hati yang remuk hari ini Akibat kehilangan seseorang yang dicintai Kematian memang sering begitu Tidak pernah pandang bulu kepada siapa ia akan bertemu Entah besok, lusa, hari ini, atau bertahun-tahun lagi Ia adalah keniscayaan bagi mereka yang bernyawa hari ini Atau bahkan, detik ini Bulan Februari harusnya menjadi bulan terindah bagi putrinya Mengucapkan janji sehidup semati dengan pria pujaan hati Pria yang juga dipilihkan dan diridhoi Sayangnya, Allah punya rencana yang jauh lebih indah untuknya Hari ini, 10 Januari 2021, di ha...

 Halo guys! It has been a very long time I have not written a post here. I think it was in April when my last writing was posted. Phewww~ A lot of things happened from May to November. Unfortunately, due to the pandemic, we could not move freely as before. It saddens me more knowing the fact that Europe now is struggling with the second wave of the coronavirus. The case is growing rapidly compared to the previous wave in March and April. During the summer break, the case was much lower. Thus, the mobility of the people quite rose. From a psychological point of view, it was understandable as they had been through a hard situation in the first wave. Students could not go to school, some worried about the money as the job opportunities were lacking, and others merely tried to stay sane to ensure the stability of their mental health. But thankfully, this semester some universities conduct laboratory and practical activities which I extremely glad for. Last semester, I could not obtain ...

Grandpa, you had passed away for about 13 years now But, sometimes it still feels like a dream I often feel like you are still around You just go for a while to buy me foods Like you used to be As time goes by Your absence is massively growing in my heart I used to bawl when you did not realize my desire I even threw toys, clothes, and foods to you when I was mad We often fight over the tv remote I like to see cartoons and you want to watch football I do miss those wonderful moments Now, I can only send you prayers Sometimes cry over you when I remember all those beautiful memories that I cannot repeat I am so lucky that I was able to spend our last moments together by spending my two-week holiday at your house People say that I am your dearest grandchildren Even your children said "I have never been treated like Grandpa treats you" And I am proudly calling you as my favorite grandpa ever Grandpa, do you see me from above? I dreamed about you a few days ...

Halo! It has been long time aku ga nulis di blog lagi. Selain karena mager (biasanya kalo kosong skrg lbh suka mantengin twitter atau youtube, ehe), situasi disini cukup bikin parno tapi tetep harus kalem hehe. Ya, seperti yang kalian tau kalo sekarang lagi heboh banget sama virus korona yang konon katanya pertama kali menginfeksi salah satu "patient zero" di kota Wuhan, China. Aku tipe orang yang selalu mencoba "well-prepared" disaat terjadi hal-hal demikian. Sejak pertama kasus itu mencuat, aku udah mantengin berita-berita di Al-Jazeera, CNN, VOA, South China, Jakarta Post dan lain sebagainya. Tujuannya biar nggak kudet sama apa yang terjadi di dunia ini dan biar bisa get ready kalo itu virus nyampe ke Eropa. Katowice, Poland (2019) Sekitar bulan Januari atau Februari, korona akhirnya sampai juga ke Jerman--negara tetangga Polandia sebelah timur (kalo diliat dari peta ya). Diikuti lagi di beberapa negara lain, seperti Finlandia, Swedia, Spanyol, Switzer...

dalam teduh matanya selalu ada sesuatu yang tersimpan jauh terpendam tanpa ada satupun yang tau apa dibalik lengkungan senyumnya ada beban yang bersandar di pundak lelah karena tuntutan atau karena memainkan peran malam yang menjadi saksi bagaimana hatinya berjuang bertarung melawan pikiran-pikiran yang diam-diam sembunyi di alam bawah sadarnya