MY LIFE, MY WAY, AND MY STORY

Maybe you think I'm too much about you , is not it? But this is fact , and this is what I feel. Moreless, almost 2 years I've known you, as a brother, best friend, and my super friend. W hen I'm sad because was left by the ex- boyfriend, or when my achievment starts to decrease, or even I'm sad for no reason, you are the person who always be there. something so silly isn't it? I really miss the time, where we both studied evening, even until very midnight, staying up late, but always I who woke up late hahaha. Talked about things that seemed important, but not at all. Nah ! we always talked about the people we love, this is the most interesting topic. Discussed the advantages, always adored the people we love, and sometimes we made ​​annoyed when people we like it not sensitive to our feelings haha, felt sick : D When we quarrel was, honestly I felt lost. Like there was something missing, which was usually always caring, always giving the news, joking with s

  Lately, I do miss the old moments. All things, memories, that had passed. Laugh and smile, pain and cry, happy and sad. I almost can't find it now. I just can't differ them. Sometimes, it's annoying when I dunno what I feeling. One thing that I miss the most is my friendship, my "unfake" smile and free time. Last year, when I was on 11th grade. On March exactly, I got my freedom. I was being single, until now actually. But, now and last year, everything was so different. Last year, I was like, I was the flying bird. So free, enjoyed all my free time with my best friends. Hang out, have lunch together, went to the cinema or some of recreation places. Now, I am single. But feeling so burdened. I get some of unfix problems. I pretend to be like "OH, I AM OKAY!". I just don't wanna show my sadness or unfix problems and put it on my face and show my bad mood face in front of my friends, and my friends say "Hey, what's going on?" and