MY LIFE, MY WAY, AND MY STORY

Hello there! I hope you alright. May Allah always keep you safe yaa :) Well. Actually, I really want to write something nice or interesting, but I dunno where I should start it lol. Okay, continue then. Today was a really good day *it should be*. I thought it was, but fact said it wasn't. But, I have to thank to my bestie whom already paid me 2 glasses of chocolate ice cream, it's nice and has delicious taste btw, thank you. Even thought actually i want more, haha nono just kidding. Hmm... Today should be nice, but why i couldn't enjoy it totally? *confused* *ngg....* Well..maybe because today was cloudy and the rain fell down. I dunno...*loadinggggg* Nono.. ngg well.. because of something, and this is silly thing and -_________- AWWWWWKWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE TO SAY THIS, BUT ALMOST ALL THE TIME (RED : TODAY) I WAS SHOW MY CUTE FAKE SMILE :"""""""...

Mungkin memang Tuhan mengirimkanku untuk mengisi bagian yang rumpang didalam puzzle kehidupanmu. Mungkin juga, Tuhan mengerti jika aku yang memahamimu di suatu kondisi yang memang orang lain tak memahami. Suatu hari kamu pun pernah mengatakan, bahwa aku adalah pelengkapmu. Aku adalah sayap yang dikirimkan Tuhan untukmu. Mengimbangi dan membantumu untuk terbang. Laksana seorang burung kecil nan cantik, yang baru menetas dan mulai mencari arahnya. Suatu hari, aku menghilang. Aku menemukan seseorang yang sebelumnya aku pikir adalah orang yang sempurna, bahkan melebihi dirimu. Seseorang yang aku pikir bisa mengarahkan aku dalam hal apapun. Bahkan aku sempat berpikir, dia adalah kayu penopang saat aku dahanku mulai rapuh. Kamu pun mulai merasakan, sayapmu bergetar. Seakan-akan ia ingin melepaskan diri dari tubuhmu. Engkau pun mulai meronta kesakitan. Sakit yang teramat. Saat sayap kirimu benar-benar bergetar malam itu, engkau hanya bisa diam dan pasrah menerima. Melihat kenyataan, bahwa ...

Sebenarnya jika kita tanya hati kita paling dalam. Apakah kita mengerti dengan semua bacaan Sholat yang kita baca? Memang jika kita ingin mengetahui dan mengerti apa yg kita lafadzkan saat kita Sholat, maka hal itu akan sangat jauh lebih baik, malah mungkin jika kita resapi kita akan mendapatkan apa   itu ke Khusyuk an dlm melaksanakan Sholat Fardhu kita. Rasulullah SAW bersabda “sholatlah seakan-akan engkau sedang melihat Tuhan atau Tuhan sedang melihatmu” ( Rukun Ihsan ) .   Mari kita mulai belajar meresapi arti dari bacaan Sholat kita. Karena Sholat merupakan Dzikir yang sempurna. Takbir Takbiratul Ihram —-> ALLAAHU AKBAR                                (Allah Maha Besar) Iftitah Allaahu akbar kabiira, walhamdulillaahi katsiira, wa subhanallaahi bukrataw, waashiila. (Allah Maha Besar, dan Segala Puji yang san...

Maybe you think I'm too much about you , is not it? But this is fact , and this is what I feel. Moreless, almost 2 years I've known you, as a brother, best friend, and my super friend. W hen I'm sad because was left by the ex- boyfriend, or when my achievment starts to decrease, or even I'm sad for no reason, you are the person who always be there. something so silly isn't it? I really miss the time, where we both studied evening, even until very midnight, staying up late, but always I who woke up late hahaha. Talked about things that seemed important, but not at all. Nah ! we always talked about the people we love, this is the most interesting topic. Discussed the advantages, always adored the people we love, and sometimes we made ​​annoyed when people we like it not sensitive to our feelings haha, felt sick : D When we quarrel was, honestly I felt lost. Like there was something missing, which was usually always caring, always giving the news, joking with s...

  Lately, I do miss the old moments. All things, memories, that had passed. Laugh and smile, pain and cry, happy and sad. I almost can't find it now. I just can't differ them. Sometimes, it's annoying when I dunno what I feeling. One thing that I miss the most is my friendship, my "unfake" smile and free time. Last year, when I was on 11th grade. On March exactly, I got my freedom. I was being single, until now actually. But, now and last year, everything was so different. Last year, I was like, I was the flying bird. So free, enjoyed all my free time with my best friends. Hang out, have lunch together, went to the cinema or some of recreation places. Now, I am single. But feeling so burdened. I get some of unfix problems. I pretend to be like "OH, I AM OKAY!". I just don't wanna show my sadness or unfix problems and put it on my face and show my bad mood face in front of my friends, and my friends say "Hey, what's going on?" and ...

Assalamu'alaikum. Hello bloggers! How are yaa? I hope you are all good and Allah takes care of you guys. Well, now I'd like to tell you about my great experience of English Olympiad that had been held by SSC. Okay, let's we start ;) Before, on October 20th 2013 had held the preliminary round. From 70 participants, only 20 were taken into the final. In final, the finalists had to make the story telling about "MY HERO". We were given 3 days only to make it and then gave it to the jury. I had chosen my daddy as my hero for my story telling. It was easy to write about my daddy, because i just wrote the truth of him, so it was so natural. We had through 3 days, it was tired day because we had to continue to consult with Mom Sol , our English teacher to revise the results of our story telling writing . We went home late, freak out when we made mistake on our paper of the story telling. But, Alhamdulillah we had done it well. We just prayed and prayed,...

Assalamu'alaikum. Ayah, apa kabar hari ini? Semoga Allah terus memberi perlindungan, kesehatan, barokah umur, pokoknya yang baik-baik deh buat Ayah. Sebelumnya, Cas mau berterimakasih sama Ayah, karena udah jadi my super super hero selama ini. Cuma dengan tulisan ini, Cas bisa bener-bener ungkapin apa yang Cas rasakan selama jadi anak perempuan kesayangan Ayah. Semoga Ayah baca yaaa... Dear Ayah.. Di usiamu yang sudah menginjak angka 43 pada tahun 2013 ini, wajahmu sudah mulai menunjukkan garis-garis tua. Kantung matamu juga sudah semakin lebar dan tampak jelas. Apalagi, pekerjaanmu di kantor yang membuatmu terlihat terbebani, walaupun aku tau, engkau bukan tipe orang yang suka mengeluh. Ya, aku kagum padamu Ayah! Tanpa rasa lelah dan keluh kesah sedikit pun, engkau jalani semuanya dengan ikhlas. Jalani kewajiban sebagai seorang "buruh" kantoran, seperti yang sering kau bilang padaku. Kau juga sering bilang padaku, "Jangan pernah jadi seperti Ayah, jadi buruh sep...