MY LIFE, MY WAY, AND MY STORY

And I have been refused for 3 times. But that wasn't an excuse to let me give up on my dreams. I still have 4 chances to join with State University. I'm stronger than I've ever thought I'd be.. Allah has something better behind this. I trust Him. Bismillah..

Assalamu'alaikum. Alhamdulillahirobil'alamin. Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan seru sekalian alam. Kemarin mungkin Allah masih menunda senyum bahagia. Kemarin mungkin Allah masih memberi tangis luka. Tapi, hari ini Allah menunjukkan kasih sayang-Nya. Alhamdulillah, tidak ada perjuangan yang sia-sia. Dan setelah ini, aku masih harus berjuang menembus kabut-kabut keputus-asaan dan memperjuangkan cita-cita sekaligus harapan seorang Ayah :'). Semoga Allah meridhoi niat baik dan tulusku untuk membahagiakan Ayah dan Ibu, aamiin.. HIKMAH : Bersabarlah atas apa yang masih Allah tahan untukmu. Percayalah, rencana Allah lebih indah dari apa yang kita harapkan.

Assalamu'alaikum my brothers and sisters all around the world. Today had been announced an announcement about SBMPTN (selection for joining University). I wish that I would pass the test but Allah wasn't along to me. He decided to test me, again.. Today, July 16th 2014 I got my second failure to join with State University which I wanted. It was heart-breaking. I felt knocked down. At the same time I saw so many posts on twitter and facebook about those whom succeedeed to pass that test. I couldn't held my tears to came out. It was normal, wasn't it? But, I still have 2 announcements on 17th and 18th of July. I hope I will get some good news on those days. But one thing that make me pessimist now. My dady said the probabilty of joining with Gadjah Mada Univeristy is little for me. Because I just completed 120 of 195. You know, I feel like : I made my parents dissapointed again. Worst, for twice. Now, I just can pray to Allah. I just can, you know.. Believe in every...

Every day we tell each other   That this day will be the last   And tomorrow  We all can go home free   And all this will finally end Palestine tomorrow will be free   Palestine tomorrow will be free No mother no father to wipe away my tears That’s why I won’t cry I feel scared but I won’t show my fears I keep my head high Deep in my heart I never have any doubt That Palestine tomorrow will be free Palestine tomorrow will be free I saw those rockets and bombs shining in the sky Like drops of rain in the sun’s light   Taking away everyone dear to my heart Destroying my dreams in a blink of an eye What happened to our human rights?   What happened to the sanctity of life? And all those other lies?   I know that I’m only a child But is your conscience still alive I will caress with my bare hands   Every precious grain of sand Every stone and every tree ‘Cause no matter what they do   They can never hurt you   Coz...

Assalamu'alaikum my muslim brothers and sisters all around the world. I still feeling so sad watching on tv about Gaza. Laknatullah Israel seems like won't stop the bombardment. I don't know what's in their mind. They sounds like don't have any humanity. They keep falling their bombs and rockets and just like close their ears for the curse of the world nowadays. More than a hundred people were killed by those bombs and rocket which had been fallen on Gaza territory without mercy. You know, Israel looks like scared of the generations of Palestinian. Why? Because most of the children over there are Hafidz Al-Qur'an. May Allah protect my brothers and sisters in Gaza. Aamiin. But, wait a moment. Do you guys remember our brothers and sisters in Syria? How the President slaughter the civilians itself? How the civil war between Sunni and Shia happened before? I saw the news about Syria this afternoon. The bomb destroyed a building and made 2 months baby trapped under...

SURAT DARI PALESTINA    Seluruh isi surat ini telah diterjemahkan ke Bahasa Indonesia dari Bahasa Arab, yang dikirim oleh seseorang bernama Abdullah Al Ghaza yang m engaku dari Gaza City-Jalur Gaza melalui surat elektronik (Email) dan artikel diterbitkan oleh Buletin Islami. "Untuk saudaraku di Indonesia, mengapa saya harus memilih dan mengirim surat ini untuk kalian di Ind onesia. Namun jika kalian tetap bertanya kepadaku, kenapa? Mungkin satu-satunya jawaban yang saya miliki adalah karena negeri kalian berpenduduk muslim terbanyak di punggung bumi ini, bukan demikian saudaraku?" Di saat saya menunaikan ibadah haji beberapa tahun silam, ketika pulang dari melempar jumrah, saya sempat berkenalan dengan salah seorang aktivis dakwah dari jama’ah haji asal Indonesia, dia mengatakan kepadaku, setiap tahun musim haji ada sekitar 205 ribu jama’ah haji berasal dari Indonesia datang ke Baitullah ini. Wah, sungguh jumlah angka yang sangat fantastis dan membuat say...

Assalamu'alaikum for all my muslim brothers and sisters. Here I want to share lyrics of a song about Gaza by Michael Heart. You know, I always cry when I listening to this song. Imagining how the condition in Gaza. May Allah grant them Jannah and give them patience to face this all. Aamiin. Here is the lyrics. A blinding flash of white light Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight   People running for cover Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive They came with their tanks and their planes   With ravaging fiery flames   And nothing remains Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze We will not go down In the night, without a fight   You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools   But our spirit will never die   We will not go down In Gaza tonight   Women and children alike Murdered and massacred night after night   While the so-called leaders of countries afar   Debated on who’s wrong or right   But their po...