MY LIFE, MY WAY, AND MY STORY

Tidak munafik, aku pun pernah merasakan hal yang sama. Rasa yang tiba-tiba datang, dan menyapa kekosongan hati. Ya, sedikit mengganggu memang.Terkadang, kamu bahkan dengan konyol menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti, atau bahkan membolak balik handphonemu hanya untuk menunggu miscall atau sekedar sms dari seseorang yang memang benar-benar kamu harapkan. Terkadang pula, kamu begitu dikecewakan, karena secercah harapmu tidak semanis apa yang kamu dapatkan. Saat kamu melihatnya dari jarak yang tidak bisa kamu gapai dalam genggaman tanganmu, saat kamu hanya bisa melihat senyumnya ditepi matamu, dan mata cokelat tua yang tersenyum bahagia, damai menyapa hati nan syahdu, itu kan rasanya? Rasa yang tidak bisa diungkapkan dengan jejeran alphabet, tidak pula bisa diungkapkan dalam puisi manis yang terkadang hanya membual, tapi hanya bisa diresapi dan disentuh disini, hati. Kamu tidak peduli, entah dia tahu atau tidak. Yang terpenting bagimu adalah bagaimana kamu terus berada didekatnya, atau ...

Hello bloggers! It has been long time for us not to meet each other, where have I been lately? *hahaha lol*. Well, I miss you guys so much much *ciih* :p kidding! I was so busy lately. Yes, you know I am in 12 grade now so there's no time to just wasting my time by online, bloging, or just surfing on internet. By the way, Alhamdulillah now I am 17 years old, on sept 4th 2013 ago exactly *prokprokprok* *claps* :D norak banget! Nah! First, I am so much grateful and thankful to ALLAH SWT, MY LORD, MY EVERYTHING! Because He has given me a lot of happiness, sadness, and anything in this world. So blessed having Him as My Lord and My Guardian :). And, second for my lovely parents because They have took care of me all along this time 'til I was 'touch' 17 years old. They are best parents ever for me <3 love yaaa. And my lil bro, who always mock me but I love you, if you know that. Sometimes feel so empty when you are gone, the pieces of my heart are missin you haha lol...

  Thump of bombs broke the silence of the night Force the childrens wake up in midnight And seeing the worst thing they ever see Military shoot their parents in front of their eyes Blood is everywhere Suddenly the tears falling down Heart feels like cut And the knees weak to stay standing up Fighters, one by one falling Prayers endlessly spoken For those who have died In defense of His religion Prayers never stop For those who are still in struggling For those who are never give up For those who are standing wave the flag of Islam No matter how small their lives at stake They survive above ground hot -blooded By holding the stones They calling الله أكبر for ALLAH's religion.  Against the Zionists and opponents of Islamic sharia They believe that Allah always be there for them They believe that Allah will always by their side They believe that Allah would be shaded them by His mercy  Oh.. My brothers  I just can pray f...

Assalamu'alaikum. Hello bloggers, we meet again. For now, I'm gonna share about the condition in Syria. I just saw on facebook, the information of Syria, and it was so bad and suddenly my tears falling down, til now I am writing this, my tears still can't stop :'( Sometimes I thought that : "HEY? WHAT HAPPEN WITH HUMAN RIGHTS? DOES IT UNIMPORTANT AGAIN? DOES IT GONE? WHY ALWAYS MUSLIMS? WHY ALWAYS US? WHY THEY ARE ALWAYS MURDER US? KILL US?"  I saw on one of Islamic figure's facebook in Indonesia, He posted about the condition of Syria. I will copy part of it "@AlArabiya_Eng: #BreakingNews: #FSA spokesman says 1188 people killed in "Eastern Ghouta Massacre" #Syria"   (If you don't know the meaning of 2nd and 3rd paragraph, please visit google translate, use Indonesian ~ *your language*) How's your feeling after knowing this truth? Our brothers and sisters killed by vile regime Bashar Assad, with ch...

Hello bloggers! I'm gonna tell you, what's the meaning of #R4BIA? Why all people suddenly using R4BIA avatar on blackberry messenger, twitter, or facebook? 1) Well, on Saturday last week (August 17th 2013), the Ministry of Turkey, Recep Tayip Erdogan condemned about massacres that was done by Egyptian army on Friday and Saturday last week at Ramses Square and Fatih Mosque which surrounded by Egyptian army. 2) in Arabic, Rabi'ah/Arba'ah means 4. Rab'ah (4) has been used to a symbol of firmness , strength , resistance and unity to the whole world who love freedom .  3) 4 finger symbol as a symbol to commemorate protesters Pro Mursi headquarters in Rabi'a has been destroyed by the Egyptian army . 4 symbols for pointing finger icon Rabi'a .  4) The purpose of avatar symbol of #R4BIA used by advocates Egypt/President Morsi on social media such as facebook, twitter, blackberry messenger and etc as a form of solidarity an...

Hello bloggers! Alkhamdulillah we meet again. But now, I'm not gonna share about happy, silly, or sweet thing but I will share about sad thing. About War is going on in Egypt. 638 people died and 10.000 people wounded. Masha Allah, okay next! Moreless in a week, Egypt is in emergency condition now. You know why? Because there's fighting between demonstrators who supporting president Mursi and the Egyptian army military. There is also a military coup. The President was overthrown by the Egyptian military itself. And I can't even imagine how's the condition over there now, I feel so sad to hear that.  I have a friend in Egypt. I was chatting with him this morning. He lives in Alexandria, Al Iskandariyah, Egypt. I asked about the condition over there, because I saw on TV about the condition and it was so bad. And He answered like this (REAL NO EDITED): " i am fine but mesir is not fine at all tomorrow more will die in mesir please bray for us :( the m...

  Assalamu'alaikum bloggers! We meet again! Long time no see yaa, right? Btw, HAPPY EID MUBARAK TO ALL MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS ALL AROUND THE WORLD!!! How was your eid? It was sweet and happy, wasn't it? Alkhamdulillah, Allah still gave us chance to met Eid Mubarak 1434H. So blessed! Nah, because I live in Indonesia that has so many cultures. So, I celebrated my Eid by MUDIK! There's no MUDIK word in English dictionary i think, hehe. Okay, I just let me explain it. Mudik is seems like we go to our hometown, for visit our mom or dad (If I, I visited my grandpa because I still live with my parents). We usually have 1 or 2 weeks off school/works, and usually 7 days to go before Eid Mubarak, some people are begin to go to their each hometown. Feeling happy because we will meet our family, even though the road gets rough and traffic jam everywhere, but thats not the matter. The point is gathering with big family haha. Nah! Thats a little about "MUDIK". And guess ...